Come get this 7 lbs...my welcome back gift to you!

So im back at this again!!! Was I missed (probably not because mot alot of people read my blog before! Lol). Well to fill you guys in I've relocated to Buffalo, New York! Do I love it? Some days. Do I hate it? No. I rather not recap the last two years of my life but just know I've grown a smidge (lol).
For the past 4 weeks I've been on a "diet" or shall I say im just trying to  get back the 20 years of my life the excess weight on my body is taking. To say I am completely comfortable in my own skin would be a lie. I don't think anyone is. Ask someone if they are comfortable in their own skin and after they say yes, Ask them so what would you change about yourself? They will give you at least 3-5 things. Im comfortable to a degree, I would like it if some parts of my body didn't jiggle so much (or rub). So with that being said I've set out to lose 40 pounds by September then maybe another 30 after that (That might be pushing it tho!). I've been hitting the gym 3 to 4 times a week. So far I've lost 7 pounds (and I love it when people notice lol), 32 more to go.
I haven't really cut much out just simply sweets, fast food, and things that might cause cancer or rickets. Im trying to teach my self portion control (which is hard as hell when your a fat ass). I have noticed that my butt has gotten smaller (:-/) which scares me a bit. I fear it disappearing completely, I have no clue how to live with a flat butt!!! I hope the thigh and butt machines at the gym work, if not I'll be a sad flat assed friend!
Btw I wont make this whole blog about weight loss (that's boring), but I will announce my cravings...I want some damn baked macaroni n' cheese! Shit!!
That's all for now,
You Can Love Me Forever and Always (YCLMFA) apparently most people do.